Something wasn’t right
about him
I mean,
the guy was way too rich
and privileged
to have missing teeth
yet his mouth
opened like some rusty dungeon
gate
Every time they tried
to fix his teeth
he’d break them again
intentionally
with the claw of
a hammer
or with a rock when a hammer
wasn’t available
What a lad
He kept all those
rotten vegetables and fruits
and meats under his bed
and in drawers
just to feel the smell of
death
about him
Death was everything
to him
His god
His world
So it’s small wonder that
he eventually
met his idol
or rather
gave himself to it
at age 22
he weighed no more
than a 12 year old
but had the wisdom of
a 62 year old who’d made it
in life
and that’s apparently where
the problem lies
when the mind knows too
much about too many things
it grows interested only
in the supreme thing
Death
and eventually the
body follows
“Dying in a dream is
always followed by
waking up,” he used to say. “For the
mind doesn’t know
what to render in the dream
afterwards and crashes. The dream
ends. Whether it’s a dream or
a nightmare.
Death is the way out.”
He got out, alright.
First out the window
and then
as his body hit the pavement
below
out of this dream
In this moment
he is all over the place
in my writings
first
and in the reader’s mind
second
But it should be fine
since I did not
share his name, right?

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