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Milk of a killed polar bear
You drink it but I don’t know you
I will never take you home with me
I’m not even sure where you live in your north
Meanwhile my house is sinking deeper into a cement cemetery
(No one can build a foundation for themselves from roses nails)

Red triangles like a wall of eternal night
When this polar light merges with your eyes I die
I love you again and again and that’s why I die again and again and rise again like a god
(As we know, every homeless dog is a god born in the cold)

Cast-iron night breaking the back of my head with silence
But where can I find you in this emptiness that I drink and don’t get drunk
(I’ve been drinking for a long time and don’t get drunk like a bird doesn’t get drunk on the sky)

Black snow on my white palms
(I’m still looking for you at the edge of the earth and I can’t find you)

I’ve been looking for you everywhere on all the continents and seas
Finally I got to the far north and did not find you
And in my ears grow like smoke the music of mountains and ice
A waterfall of alienated silence rushes above the clouds

I looked for you everywhere in all the clubs and restaurants
All the trash cans, museums, and parks were checked by me
No one has yet managed to find you
My words and more gaps speak for all of us